You know… You can tell me things to boost my self esteem.. Instead of making me think that I’m not all that you have ever wanted or needed.
I don’t really understand…
You are the greatest thing that I have EVER had in my life. I don’t understand why I can’t bring myself to the fact that you won’t do me like the others did.
I am afraid you’re going to leave for someone better. That’s it. I feel like I’m not the best you can do.
Maybe it’s because I don’t think I’m as skinny nor as pretty as those other girls were that you were always around.
You’re too understanding… Maybe we both come from a really bad past..
I feel bad for you.. I have like six million moms. But, you no longer have yours.
You came from a higher class family. With designer clothes. Expensive things. Money to see the world. I came from a divorced family and pretty much screwed up one too. (Well, some people are.)
I cry a lot. I worry about a lot. Like; will we have enough money? Can we pay the bills? Will you leave? Will my dad be okay? Will I get pregnant? Will I be able to go to college? Will you get to go back? And so much more..
But, I have to realize. You won’t do me like the others. You will never leave. You’ll always understand what I’m feeling and thinking. You know I will gladly share all my mothers with you. You don’t care what kind of family I came from. And even though I have so many questions that I won’t ask you. You will calm my worries about the ones I do ask. All in all…
I love you.
And you love me
Very upsetting day…
Okay. I’m just going to take this time to rant… Thanks.
Okay. First off.
Your apartment should be like brand new by the time we leave. Your stuff is absolutely disgusting. It’s called a rag and water. Guess what?!? You can use it on many thongs and they won’t get dirty nor will things look horrible. You are how old and you don’t know how to clean?? Btw, just vacuuming does NOT mean your entire house is clean.
Second.
Why is it that when I run drive thru at work, I get stick with the retarded managers and the most retarded person to run drive thru with me???? She has done orders through there once. The other tomes she sat there and flirted with the lesbian. Stop bitching about the times to me. Maybe you should rethink who you put in drive thru if you are that worried about it.
And last.
Dear Idiot from the first part….. How in the Hell do you not pay bills from 2001??? How in the Hell is that possible??!? Thanks to you. I couldn’t watch the Cass game last and now the Georgia game. You are an ass…..
Okay… I think I’m okay now… I’m going to go finish cleaning and lay down…. /:
This man…
Who lays beside me every night. Holds me close when I’m scared. Rids my eyes of tears when I have a bad day. Who constantly makes weird noises in his sleep. Unconsciously wraps his arms around me at night. Who smiles while kissing me. Won’t go to sleep until he says ” I love you.” The man who is snoring in my ear at this moment is the most amazing man ever and the one who I want to spend the rest of my life with and is lucky enough to do it.
